There are many of my so-called friends who have left me ... and yes, long time no see.

While new so-called friends are made, they will leave too ... once they could not see any benefits of being a friend to you.

These 'sad' fact about friendships ... I have closed myself tight to understand that there is no such thing as FRIENDS in trading or investing. Mentors ... yes. But they are not your friends. Students ... yes, they learnt trading from me and those are not friends too.

I have few initial 'good' friends ... they are special as they were one of my first batch of 'students' (cohort 1 to cohort 5 ... after that, diluted). Most of them no longer with me ... I have few still around with me, but very few.

Besides those from my cohorts (trading workshops) ... there are so many who got to know me 'due to' trading ... and many became my 'stock watch' members. Some I met them in person ... most I knew them only by the 'facebook nicks' ... and many became 'closed' ... we are in chatbox in daily basis ... and some are really nice-friendly ... but they left too.

How are you all? long time no see ..




as for some ... I have not met for 10years. Yes ... my 1st 'student' in trading. He was my good friend, my colleague's hubby ... a doctor in profession. He is JL ... and we ended not well. I was so naïve and sincere in teaching him whatever I knew back then ... in Mac 2009. well ... it is not 10 years yet ... next Mac, then.

But ... the 10 years in market really brought me up-down in my emotions and 'friendships' ... I got to know so many people whom I never thought I will ever get to know. Being a 'loner' in my teaching line, I do not mix with many colleagues either ... I m confined to classrooms ... teaching students of aged 17-18 ... not adults? not trading?

So ... my cohort-0 was 6 of my colleagues. One is an author of investing books now, but still teaching. Another turned to be a trading-sifu ... still teaching in college. Another 2 became my biz-partners where we opened tuition-centers and they are not trading. Well ... don't really know where the other two of others ... but they still dormant as my facebook-friend.

Well ... those in cohort 1 to cohort 10 (year 2012-2014), if you are really these lines ...and still happened to be here : How are you? long time no see ... wanna meet up?

Me? I no longer teaching trading as there are so-many so-called sifu/guru ... I m a non-competitive person. I do not argue or fight ... I moved away, and doing what I m suppose to do. As long as I enjoy doing what I m doing ... decently and never to cheat on others ... I m glad.



dear readers ... as some of you been reading my writings for years ... are you my friends too? If you have not been reading ... that is due to my inconsistency of writing. Sorry for that ... I could no longer find the 'flow' I needed to write in regular basis ... neither do I find the time to put in some 'useful' lines. I used to have the PASSION for writing blogs as I m a blogger ... and still am. I m blogger for past 15 years now ... and I do not see myself 'stop' from blogging...

it is just ... I need to move away from many bad humans. I dislike being in spotlight of many bad humans who criticize and un-appreciative of my sharings ... and teaching. So, I have moved away for some years now ... and could not really find the flow that ... I m having now. hehe ... must be the soy-bean milk I just had or the dark-choc ...

anyway ... thanks to those few who still read my writings : can I suggest that you visit or read my writings from https://cpteh.blogspot.com/ ... as I will want to write 'half-way' and continue my writing on the same post (wont be refresh in i3 or other forums).

Hello blog ... long time no see too. you have been 10 years here now. I have wanted to leave you few times, even created 'tratles.net' but I feel the comfort of writing here. you have been a space to me ... to voice-out my crumbled thoughts and un-block many words which I could never be able to express ... and being 'myself' ... knowing that not many reading is the best of place, I want to be.

Hello new readers ... welcome to my blog. I will try to write a post per week ... but I cant promise. being a blogger, we write naturally. no intention to schedule our writings (those are for internet-marketing .. I m not).  I m not asking you to read all the words ... but seriously, I m a blogger. I can write better without 'constrains' and 'conditions' ...

Generally ... I m a kind person, but with bad-temper. lack of patience to talk to majority and it is tiring to get to know more people. Leave me alone  ... read in silent. If you need to comment or say hi to me ... come to my blog-page. I do not read i3-forums/comments ... those are noises to me.

I no longer share my 'charity projects' ... it is kinda missing ... as I could not even write what I m doing without being judged. Even if I m doing good ...

There will always few good humans around me ... keep in touch as I will be glad to have a chat with and during crisis, see how I could help. I have tried to have as many e-meeting to share with readers and others what I m doing at the moment, preparing for crash/crisis.



so ... where are we now?

arrghh ... nice, able to write few lines today. hehe. something I do miss.

Thanks for allowing me to have the 'flow' that I have lost ... virtually and literally.

TEH